"Wait, I can't go on some crazy suicidal mission to kill the thing that killed the rangers with seeing her at least once." I say to Ryor, my Rithit.
"Do you think that's a smart thing to do." The 2-foot dragon says in reply.
"But I need to see her one last time, I need to tell her how I feel, regardless of Dirth." I say to him.
A Rithit is basically mt spirit guide, every elf has one. They give advice on emotional stuff, like dating, and child rearing, however, on matters of the physical type, he is clueless. If it wasn't for Ryor, I'd have never made it past my my first Midsummer.
"You're going to you *** kicked." Says Ryor, now flying loops around me as I walk to the west, towards Elfhaven.
"I don't care! I am going to die anyway! I love Otharu, and I'm going to tell her." I say.
Otharu is... everything to me. I've been in love with her since I was 7. She has no idea because she's always had eyes for Dirth. Dirth is the mirror opposite of me. He's handsome, charming, smooth, and a complete and utter jerk, he's also huge and stupid.
It takes around 10 minutes to get to Elfhaven from the Ranger's Outpost. I immediately go to Otharu's tree.
"Otharu, I need to talk to you." I say, scaring her from her book.
"JERICHO!" She screams, happy to see me. She runs up and hugs me, but I push her off.
I take a deep breath, squeeze my eyes shut and say,"I love you and I've been in love with you since we were seven. I should have told you but you had a thing with Dirth and I didn't want to get my butt kicked. And then we moved so my uncle could work. And I'm boring you so I'm just going to leave. I'm Tairnor to try and kill as Day Eaters as I can. I love you, bye."
I run, knowing she's going to reject me, I run like the coward I am. And because if I look back, I'll never make it there. I slow my pace once I'm deep enough into the woods. I sit and lean my head my back. I haven't felt this tired in my life.
End of Chapter One