TO say it bluntly, I HATE, the holidays. Something always goes wrong, fact, today (we were having x-mas early by a day because mom has work on x-mas), my sister AND father both got drunk, royally screwed up tomorrows dinner, and got to a point of "I really don't wanna be over there". Does anyone have the same problem of at least some major thing going terribly wrong? I know it's not just me, but whenever something major or a normally good feeling day comes by, someone screws it up, and not just little itsy bitsy things either! Does anyone else have this problem, and if so, do you cope with it? If so, HOW do you cope with it? I really want to know, it's screwing up the few bits of cheer in me.
I only thing that's really bugged me so far is, well... I've never had an aunt that pinched my cheeks or anything like that, but this year my grandmother's friend, who I haven't seen for a long time, came over. I'm a teenager. It wasn't a very pleasant experience.
My mom gets drunk every night. On holidays it's just worse. She might even get a little high. I get presents and stuff, but that doesn't really mean much to me. I used to cope by cutting myself. I stopped that. Now I cope by making out with my girlfriend, or I do something else that's awesomely fun. You know, like skateboarding, Armor Games, or guitar.
I feel bad for you man , you should talk to someone for this .
