Have you ever slept late and have paranoia? Every single sound you hear it sounds dangerous? Well, I'm having it right now. I have a spray deodorant with me to use like pepper spray, if needed. lol.
So people, tell me your stories about -omgnoise- imsomnia, paranoia, fear of dark, etc. I'm preeetty creeped out right now so I would LOVE having someone to talk to...
Sometimes I'm like that, but not that excessive. I have friends though. Your doing homework with them and she suddenly lays down on you, and your like: "erm.. sto-" "ROFLOLOLOLOLHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
But yeah, it's terrible. I mean, I can hear someone knocking on my window. But there's no one there. And there was also some weird knocking on the walls. I think it was some furniture moving or my brothers kicking while asleep.. I hope. Just some minutes ago I went around the rooms and pointed with my deodorant, just like in the spy movies, opening door with a bang and spraying...
(And if you got it wrong, the one that say's stop is me, and she is the one laughing suddenly)
lolk, I see how I got it wrong. One girl in the wavebird club (local awesome gaming club) did that to me last months club meeting (halo 3 shootoutin the million times of the face...no, that didn't make sense, but that's what makes it AWESOME) did that to me, but later she tried to take my pants of whilst doing it. I ended up calling the police and she got away with it, and she is no longer apart of the club. ha! I think she might have been drunk, high, or was just so tired that she didn't know what she was doing. haha.
I was all like: "HEY WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" Then I ran out of the guest room (it's like a big ass sleep-over, some of them have really big houses) yelling rape. Everyone saw that my pants were unzipped and we all were all like. D: Dude wtf?! WHY NOT US!!!!!!! one actually said that. haha.
Fear of dark, no. I love darkness. Sadly I live in a big city, so there are no darkness. Fear of what might be in the darkness, yes. I have way too much imagination for a 19 year old. I have not seen a horror movie to the end since the fall vacation, and before that it was a year since the movie before it. The only reason why I was able to sleep was bacause I almost fainted from being tired...
I have a semi-auto .223 rifle for those lovely nights, but most of it comes from the dog barking and barking and barking. I know military class firepower might be a little much, but if the next Charlie Manson decides to visit, I'm ready. Most of the time I end up thinking up all kind of weird things in my mind and falling asleep and having strange dreams. Horror movies don't really get to me, but all the wonderful people we learn about in Criminal Justice tend to play on my mind on those lonely nights and make that AR just as welcome as a pillow. I like the deodorant idea, unless they have glasses, then that fails. But, at least the person robbing smells good doing it I guess.
I worry constantly about everything. I'll start worrying about the homework I have to do, and that spirals downward until I'm suddenly checking on my parents to make sure they didn't die in their sleep. XP Its awful and keeps me from sleeping a lot of the time. I'm thinking about looking into some meds.
