i got a little story to tell you hopefully it'll solve your problem
My Grandfather had the "gene", he came over on the boat from Ireland in 1912 and I guess he passed it on to my Old Man. My Old Man was a great guy, a real pussy cat, you know hard worker. Big sports fan, but sometimes on his way home from the docks he liked to stop in with the guys and have a couple of beers, ya know. I remember coming home from school one day, and the whole house was dark. Couldn't figure it out. I heard my Mom crying off in the dark someplace, and I was old enough at that point I could reach the light switch. I turned the lights on, and I saw, what he did to her. So I went to my room and I got, the baseball bat. Mikey Mantel model my Old Man give me for Christmas, and I found the Old Man passed out in the bathtub, and I tattooed him. Needless to say, when I came home everyday from school after that, the house was lit up like Ebbet's Field, and the Old Man , never drank again.
Death is not a fear to me, but getting banned will probably ruin my life.. Armorgames is my life, and if my account dies, I die. <_< Maybe. Well, I really don't wanna be banned from this awesome site. I really like ARMORGAAAAAAAAAAMESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! Zomg looool.
I am not worried about living I am worried about how the rest of the people(later generations) will remeber me in their way. I will probaly be forgotten in about 200 years nobody will know or remember me,(Unless I become President) then maybe I have left something on this planet that hopefully is good and will make people get better in tecnology and other things.