I dated a semi-attractive girl.I feel hurt because I was the only boy who had a heart for her.partly because she was a bit overweight and she disreguarded great bands and only listend to new music fads like 3oh3!and Medic Droid to fit in.I knew she fantizied about Twilight,I knew she would compare me when we did break up.I just pushed that aside.I kissed her,she kissed me back.And she liked it to my suprise,I was close to having sex with her.The 25th,she "boldly" broke up with me on Facebook.I was so upset,but then I thought I couldve been stuck with her for life God forbid.After that on the computer she talked about me cutting my wrists and dying,she knew I'd care so she'd go on to threaten me,I felt scared,alone,and threatened.So I said screw it,i disabled everything on my computer and phone,the next couple of days I just decided to listen to my Blink CD.Simple and poppy,sure.It helped me think and go back to the happy times when that CD came out.I had enough strength to write songs on my acoustic again even though it hurt,happily I wrote songs like no other.When I was in "love"I felt shallow and depressed.My chords sounded cleaner,my voice sharper and upbeat,and my poetic skills bloomed.
Has music ever intervened in your lives on the brink of depression and made you even greater?It would be awesome to know I'm not alone...and a little bit emo XD
This doesnt belong here much,but this is really the only place I saw that was similar.Not to offend anyone,it would be great if an Admin can move this.Thanks.
holyshi- Dude wtf, how old are you? That's pretty brutal for a first breakup. :S
And You're better off without her. Her music taste was horrible. (I'm kidding. Music taste should never be a reason to split up a relationship)
And who breaks up with people on facebook? That's pretty low.
And yes. Music is a great was to get through depression. It's like medicine to almost any kind of pain. (Helps mentally in ways many other things can't)
After that on the computer she talked about me cutting my wrists and dying,she knew I'd care so she'd go on to threaten me,I felt scared,alone,and threatened.
That's pretty cruel. Why would you date anybody like this?
It wasnt the music,it just made me feel that she was fake.I meant alot of the other guys don't think of her much for what she claims to be,it's ironic because I saw through that fan girlish side of her,but she still left me.Oh,and that was right before I turned 15.I'm just glad I got to know what it felt like to love and hurt before I got old.
