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I've seen people doing this, and not only did it look fun and time consuming(which is a good thing since I'm bored), it seems pretty convenient. All my writings in one place? Woo! All right, I'll put my stuff here in a minute. Just gotta collect, then, lots of c/ping. I'll be right back!

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Thanks.

Night of Morbidity


I just sit there, on my bed
The voices screaming in my head
I cannot scream, I cannot cry
For all my tears have been cried dry
The scars on my wrists, a silent testament
To how my heart has been torn and bent
It's a night of morbidity
A night to remember
A night of infallibility
As we discover the truth
We could be dismembered
At all the we see's been set loose
And as we're falling
As we're screaming
We fall right
Back into the night
Of the dark and the pain
And lay there, until nothing remains

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Life Goes On


I shoulda seen it coming
From miles and miles away
You were moving away from life
Every single day
But now you're gone, I can't remember
How does life go on?
How can life go on?
But life goes on!
Yet I can't deny
That every time I smile
I just wanna cry!
And every step feels
Like it's miles away
These wounds won't heal
After another day
But life goes on...
And I'll stay even though you are gone!
Cuz life goes on!
Every passing hour
Ticks on the clock tower
And I know that I can't renew
The truth
And I know I'll be half-stuck in life
Every moment cutting in like a knife
But I still have friends!
And they will follow me through to the end!
So life goes on!
But life goes on!
Yet I can't deny
That every time I smile
I just wanna cry!
And every step feels
Like it's miles away
These wounds won't heal
After another day
But life goes on...
And I'll stay even though you are gone!
Cuz life goes on!
I never thought I would see the day
All of the skies in my mind
Turned all dark and gray
And you have faded away
But still life goes on!
Even though you are gone!
We're faking our smiles
Even though they can see
I can barely last without you and me
But still does life go on!
But life goes on!
Yet I can't deny
That every time I smile
I just wanna cry!
And every step feels
Like it's miles away
These wounds won't heal
After another day
But life goes on...
And I'll stay even though you are gone!
Cuz life goes on!
I'm going to pieces every time
And even though you all are kind
I can't keep the pain, out of my mind!
Cuz I got a few hugs
A casserole or two
But none of that's replacing you!
And still life goes on and on!
But life goes on!
Yet I can't deny
That every time I smile
I just wanna cry!
And every step feels
Like it's miles away
These wounds won't heal
After another day
But life goes on...
And I'll stay even though you are gone!
Cuz life goes on!
I've had a bad day
I can't push it away
Cuz I know you aren't there
And I am so scared
But life will go on....
Life will go on

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Turn Away

Can't you leave me alone
Cuz I can't change myself
It is my life, my flesh and bone!
Not yours to burn!
Can't we just smile
And live for a lil while
Without the fear and pain
But we can't go back
Cuz all that we lack
Is the ability to remain
Without the screams
That haunt our dreams
I hear the screams within the night
I lock the doors, and turn away
To all my growing fright
And so life goes every day
Can't we just smile
And live for a lil while
Without the fear and pain
But we can't go back
Cuz all that we lack
Is the ability to remain!
Without the screams
That haunt our dreams
Oh no! I won't live this life
Turnin away from others' strife
Hearing their screams
But living their dreams
And ignoring their pleas for help
Cuz if I hear them
If I adhere to them
Then I'll be goin to hell!
Can't we just smile
And live for a lil while
Without the fear and pain
But we can't go back
Cuz all that we lack
Is the ability to remain!
Without the screams
That haunt our dreams
Why won't you hear our screams!
Why can you live our dreams?
Why do we rot in an awful place?
While you're living like a wonder child?
We just wanna live for a while
It's not fair
It's not fair
For you to be over there!
Can't we just smile
And live for a lil while
Without the fear and pain
But we can't go back
Cuz all that we lack
Is the ability to remain!
Without the screams
That haunt our dreams
I don't wanna hear your screams!
I don't wanna be living
In your life and dreams!
With your pain and screams!
They echo in my ears!
And I hear all my fears!
But I turn away!
I turn away!
I break away!
I break away!
And I just don't wanna hear it
Anymore...

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"Hey Tom, why don't you tell us a ghost story?" said Jimmy, trying to warm his hands at the campfire. He didn't really trust Tom. They had found him in the woods, wandering, completely lost, a few hours prior. Their cell phones didn't get reception here, and they had no means of leaving(their parents would pick them up tomorrow) so they decided to let him stay with them for the night.
"Yeah Tom, I'm not really good at that kinda thing," agreed Mike. He shifted on the rough log he had chosen to sit on. He half-wished that they had chosen to go with his little sister and mom trick-or-treating instead of going on the Halloween camping trip at Lake Kalakaua. Erica might annoy him, but at least home was warm and not at all frightening. Something felt off about these woods they were camped in. He rubbed his silver cross necklace. His grandma had told him it was made of pure silver. Rubbing it always comforted him.
"Fine," said the lanky figure on the far left. The firelight illuminated his thin, pale face. His eyes almost seemed to glow. Add to that the fact that he was dressed all in black and had close cropped black hair, made him downright creepy. And then he began to talk, in the frightening, low whisper he reserved for ghost stories. It was hypnotizing.

"In the late 1700s, there was a boy who was drowned in a lake shore far from home. His name was Daniel Cooper, and he was only 13. Nobody investigated the case, because he'd been born on a Halloween, on a Friday. At that time, of course, superstition was at its' all-time high, so everyone in the small villa he lived in assumed he'd dabbled in witchcraft and so, didn't care about him. The constable said it was an accidental drowning, and everyone let it go without another thought. The next Halloween, however, Cooper took matters into his own hands, desperate to bring the people who drowned him to justice. He finally gathered the strength to speak to the people. He told them who his killers were. However, the townsfolk, still being superstitious, hailed the murderers as heroes for killing a demon. This infuriated Cooper. He again spoke to them, Halloween the next year. This time, he warned them to serve justice, or he would reap his revenge. Being frightened, the people went to the local priest. He promised them that he would protect them from Cooper, and told them not to obey him. They believed him. The local "witch hunters", the people who had killed Cooper, were now being avoided largely. They became rather sick of this. The next Halloween, Cooper swore to take his revenge on his murderers, and all the people who had let them get away. By this time, he had grown very strong. He caused plagues, droughts, and famines to come to the town all year. Finally, on the next Halloween, the desperate townsfolk pleaded and begged for Cooper to make it stop. They took the murderers and publicly executed them. But Cooper, who had developed an evil side, continued with the natural disasters anyway. Finally, the priest took action. He banished Cooper, and for almost 100 years Cooper remained dormant, unable to do anything. But then, some foolish girl who had got it in her head that she was a witch, tried to summon Cooper. She failed, but she cut herself on the knife she was using. A single drop of blood fell. This gave Cooper all his power back. He then became corrupted and hungry for power.He killed the girl and took her blood. This continued for years, until finally Cooper realized what he had been doing. He controlled himself. He took blood only once a year, on Halloween, simply to keep himself alive. But slowly, as the fertile soil the village was built on transformed into harsh mountain and woods terrain. It was unfit to live on anymore, so the residents moved away, and Cooper's power began to fade. Years later, it is rumored that he still remains."
Mike shivered, but Jimmy cheered.
"That was, without doubt, the best ghost story I've ever heard! What do you think, Mike?" Jimmy said
"It...was ok," Mike said. The ghost story had really spooked him.
"Oh. Are you scared, bro? Come on. You're scared of a ghost story? You have to look at your little sister Erica's face every day, a task that would reduce most people to whimpering in a corner, but we come across a moderately scary ghost story and you shiver?" Jimmy said
"It was really frightening," Michael said, shaking his head.
"Just remember it's not real, Mike," said Jimmy
"Oh no, this one's real," said Tom.
"Pfft. Sure," said Jimmy disbelievingly.
"It's true," said Tom. Mike tried to elbow Jimmy to stop, but Jimmy wouldn't back down.
"Uh-huh. How would you know?" Jimmy asked.
"Because I'm Daniel Cooper," growled Tom. Then he disappeared.

The next morning, when Jimmy's and Mike's parents came to pick them up, all they found at their campsite was a silver cross necklace, covered with blood.

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Your mind is disturbing and awesome at the same time... 5/5 to the story ^_^

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Thanks, Soul.
Yeah, my self-given nickname used to be Morbid Moat.

The young Confederate private bowed his head in sorrow as he followed his company through the body-strewn battle field on his Appaloosa. Private Franklin Brand had been drafted and trained less than a week before he saw his first battle, and the poor lad wasn't prepared for the bloodbath he saw. His company rode into their station just a few hours later. Brand had always been kind and friendly, to all. The intelligent young man had a bright future ahead of him. But after the battle, he became a downright recluse. His best friend was still on the battlefield, and wouldn't get up. He'd had enough of this. He wanted his revenge. And he would get it.

Brand became hellbent on revenge. He trained and worked harder than any other soldier. The time he wasn't training or working, he spent simply sitting on the porch, staring into the sunset with darkened eyes. And he became accustomed to pain and death. They were his friends now, the fuel for the fire that raged within Franklin Brand. And naught could stop him. He advanced quickly, first to sergeant, then lieutenant, and finally, as captain, he got his own regiment. He didn't care about them. He cared about results, killing Yankees. He became drunk with power. The once-handsome and friendly boy who had been taken from his home to the army became the dark, power-corrupted, half-insane recluse; Captain Franklin Brand. And yet, he seemed invincible.

Soon after that, Brand received orders from General Lee. Take your men to the east coast and trap the Yankees in a bottleneck. Destroy the force before it can reach the new battlefield. So he took his men, in the dead of winter, through snow blocked mountain passes to carry out these orders. Several of them had to have fingers and toes amputated due to frostbite. Afterwards, they reached the position. They waited and waited for the Yanks to come. Brand became impatient. He had a taste for blood that needed to be satisfied. He ordered them to attack, go after the Union. They obeyed. The result was a total disaster. It had been an ambush. And the entire regiment he had been given was killed. He hastily retreated, and escaped unscathed. To keep his rank and his power, Brand lied to the General. He knew that it was his impatience that had killed the soldiers, so he said that the Yanks had simply beaten them by pure force and that the survivors had been killed by a blizzard in the mountains. The General let him off. He remained a captain.
The next day, Franklin Brand had disappeared. Search parties were sent everywhere, combing nearby hills and bunkers, but could find no trace of Franklin Brand. Weeks later, Captain Franklin Brand was posted as AWOL(Absent WithOut Leave)and dishonorably discharged from the Confederate Army. After that, everyone assumed that the Indians had gotten him during the night, and the search was abandoned.
But almost a decade later, scientists were digging around old Civil War battlefields to discover new things. And they unearthed something very odd. They found an entire regiment buried in one place, and although regiments can all die in a battle, this was special. Because every single soldier was in pristine condition, as if they had died just moments ago. And on each and every one of their faces, even if they had died a horrible, gruesome death, was a smile, and open eyes. And buried in the center of the battlefield was Cpt. Franklin Brand's body, still as though he'd just been alive moments ago. And carved on his forehead, a jagged and infected cut, as though with dirty, long, cruel fingernails, was "crimen mos persolvo."

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Charlie smiled at his friends.
"I made it into the college!" he said, excitedly.
"All right, Char!" said Kip, patting him on the back.
"I'm just going to go and sign in," said Charlie, high-fiving his friends. They smiled and waved. Charlie drove down the long highway, and parked at the college. Then, he fell asleep.

When Charlie woke up, he got up and tried to open the door. But his hand couldn't grasp the handle. It must be slippery, he thought. He tried and failed again. He tried to kick the door, that always worked if it was being difficult, but his foot seemed to slip past the door and he was caught off balance and fell off his seat. Then, he fell through the floor. What the heck! Charlie thought. What happened to me? He walked up to a woman in a gray suit.
"Ma'am! Can you help me? Can you tell me what's happening?" he asked, getting desperate. But the woman ignored him. So he went from person to person, but no one saw him or heard him. He ran to the nearest pay phone and desperately popped some quarters in it. He dialed his dad's number, and someone picked up.
"Help me! I don't know where I am and nobody is talking to me," Charlie exclaimed. The person on the other end heard nothing but a strange hissing noise.
"Leave me alone to mourn my son's death in peace!" shouted the voice on the other end.
"But I am your son!" Charlie shouted, but the other person had hung up.
"Somebody help me!" shouted Charlie, waving his arms in the sky "Please!"
And then, he awoke with a start, back at his apartment. He rubbed his eyes. Oh. It was only a dream, Charlie thought, scratching his head. What a creepy one. He walked down the stairs and outside, where his friends and family were waiting. He waved at them, and they were all crying for some reason, as he went into the taxicab.
"1200 East, 400 North," Charlie said, yawning.
"I beg your pardon?" said the driver, in a low, gravelly voice
"I said, 1200 East, 400 North." Charlie replied
"Sonny, this cab only goes to one place," the driver said, craning around to look at Charlie.
"Where, then?" Charlie asked
"Hell."

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:'( Where you come up with this stuff i dont know but all i know is i love it :P

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Thank you, marton.

Amy whistled a lilting tune as she strode down the road, her dress flowing behind her. The new house stood three stories tall, whitewashed, and yet still appeared to hold the old-fashioned theme. Her parents had explained that the pipes were leaky and that was why they were temporarily staying in the hotel, but Amy was a curious girl and wanted to see the leaking pipes for herself. At just eight years old, she was clever and observant, sometimes nosy. She walked up the steps to the house, noting the tiny piles of sawdust around the steps. The door creaked loudly as she entered. She saw the pipes in question. A greenish slime oozed slowly out of the pipes, gurgling and hissing as it made contact with the hardwood floor. A veritable mound of the stuff had gathered up. Amy could see that it might be dangerous, but her curiosity won out, and she picked up the smallest chunk of it and put it in her dress pocket. Strangely, when Amy touched the slime it was liquid, then seemed to solidify so she could pick it up. But the young befreckled redhead saw no reason why that should matter, and skipped away from the house.

"Joseph," said Amy's mother to her father. He turned to face her, his face grimy from working in the nearby coal mine.
"Yes?" he replied wearily.
"I'm worried about Amy. She's getting pale and-" said her mom, but the father shook his head.
"She's always been pale, Rose. She's pale. It doesn't mean anything," he snapped. He'd had a rough day, and didn't really care to hear his wife's paranoid blubbering. Rose recoiled and the man regretted his sharpness.
"And the school teacher said she's started not being able to do her work," continued the mother, rubbing her hands worriedly.
"Look, Amy's a smart girl," said Joseph. "She's probably just adjusting to the new house. We just now moved in. Give her some time, and she'll snap right into the new routine."
"But the teacher said she started bullying other childr-"
"Look, Rose, Amy's a very nice girl. She would not bully others. Now can we please table this discussion until after dinner?" rebutted Joseph. Suddenly, Amy skipped down the stairs. Her hair seemed fiery, and her skin seemed transparent, perhaps with a greenish tinge. Her light green eyes darkened.
"Mommy, Daddy, what were you talking about?" she said venomously.

Amy struggled to maintain control of the green goo during church. It seemed to be wriggling to get out. Flecks of it seemed to dissolve right into her skin. It was growing. Horrified, Amy returned home and went straight into her bedroom. Suddenly, the ooze exploded, splattering Amy soundlessly with the slime. She thought angrily of how many times she'd have to wash her clothes to get the stuff out, then realized she might have more important things to worry about, as the ooze grew.

"Joseph, I'm serious. Look! The last three residents of the house disapp-"
"Rose, just be quiet, please!" exclaimed Amy's father, annoyed to no end. Suddenly they both heard screams coming from Amy's bedroom, and raced up the stairs.

Amy felt the goo growing and contracting until she was completely encased in it. She struggled to breathe. She let out a scream, and her parents rushed up, the thin mucus-like layer of slime letting her see a distorted, green-tinted image. She fought, biting, kicking, clawing, but the slime grew strong and always grew, until it was like a solid coffin of green goop. And then she felt it dissolving her. And being absorbed in.

Joseph came in time to see his daughter being swallowed by some sort of slime. He couldn't fight it, for fear of hurting her. Suddenly there was a loud, disgusting SSHLOCK!!!! and the slime began being sucked into Amy, and she transformed before his frightened eyes. Her hair turned from red to jet-black, her skin from pale to tan, her eyes from bright green to electric blue. A young boy stood before him, where Amy had once been.
"What did you do to Amy?" roared Joseph, picking up the boy by his throat.
"I was...trapped in the slime," growled the boy. "Cari took control of me when I got stuck in the slime, my body was transformed into Cari and I stayed inside the goo. And then your daughter came and I took her."
Joseph dropped the boy abruptly.
Have you seen any green leaks in your house lately?
Could you take a chunk out of it, please?
I mean, Amy's waiting.
It's been so long...
So, if you've seen any green slime around.
Pick it up.
Please.
What harm could it do?

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There is no tomorrow
No pain, guilt, or sorrow
No joy, no love, no fun
Nothing more for anyone
The end is a'come
Quite a hefty sum
But don't cry
I have a question
Look me in the eyes
Is this world really for the best?
The pain worth the fun?
Till the end of the sun?
The tears worth the love?
As the flying dove?
Anything worth anything?
Or as we shout, as we sing
Do we wait for the world to end
Because we hate this life
And we want to begin

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WARNING: EXPLICIT LANGUAGE(even though I've tried to clean it up some from the Quizilla version)

Modern Philosophy
When you look around today
What do you see?
A land full of betrayal and misery
Well, as long as people are here to stay
You might as well get used to it
This is the world, this is the (S)
Peeling our souls away bit by bit
This is all you're gonna get

Yeah, you're saying it's all wrong
Take a look around, who are the strong?
The ones who don't think, like me
Who don't care
We look ahead, with a greedy stare
We care about what sells
Even though we're probably going to hell
We've got a long ways to go
And until then
Cash is gonna be our head
Just until we're burning away

As long as it sells, it's all right
In this world, if you have a conscience
If you can spread your sight
To more than cash
To more than what sells
You're not gonna make it
Not gonna make it through the night
But if ya wanna survive
You just gotta care about the (S) that sells
Everybody's probably going to hell

We don't care as long as our (S) sells
If the cash is flowing
Our lives are glowing
Put yourself in front of everyone else
Set your sight on the green
Cuz without that, your life is gonna be mean
Now, you say it's all wrong
You say to
Believe in God and we'll be all strong
Well have I got something to say to you
God hasn't listened to us since the beginning of time
And since then, all our souls have been full of grime
And since we're already going to hell
We might as well live our lives
And care about the (S) that sells

As long as it sells, it's all right
In this world, if you have a conscience
If you can spread your sight
To more than cash
To more than what sells
If you care about going to heaven or hell
You're not gonna make it
Make it through the night
Cuz if ya wanna survive
You just gotta care about the (S) that sells

I got cash enough to spare
And that's because I don't care
I'm in it for the green
I'm in it for the money
And you listen here to me, sonny
Everyone in this world is mean
Nobody cares
Blood has been shed several times
Just for the cash, prominent in all our minds
Wars and deaths
All for one
And you know what sonny?
It's all right
Cuz we're all livin through the night

We got the cash, we got what sells
And we don't care if we're going to hell
As long as it sells, it's all right
In this world, if you have a conscience
If you can spread your sight
To more than cash
To more than what sells
If you care about going to heaven or hell
You're not gonna make it
Make it through the night
Cuz if ya wanna survive
You just gotta care about the shit that sells

(F) you, you can't join our creed
(F) you, you don't have the greed
Care about the (S) that sells
You cannot care if you're going to hell
God gave us up long ago
We might as well just let our greed show
If it sells
Then it's all right
That's the only philosophy that's gonna help you make it through your life

I tried to clean it up, though some words may have gotten past me, they won't get past the AG filters. A single letter in parentheses means a swear word, for example, (S) would mean another word for poop.
And no, I don't actually believe any of this. It's just a song.

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Hey, what is goin on today?
Don't we all know?
But we turn away
Give a blind eye and a deaf ear
To everything we know, is happenin here

Like money for sex
What will they think of next?
Bloody, bloody war for oil
I'd just take some hard toil
Shock vids and pics
Put em on the internet
Just how far will they go for that?
Snuff films too, they're really real
It's awful, watchin' someone get killed

Is this world bland
Yet the killings are still surreal
Is it cold, but the burning brand
Stamp it on your forehead
Like a seal
Or a promise
Keepin it to someone
Is it really wrong, this?
Or have you really done one?

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Who am I really
Just a speck of dirt
In the vast desert
A speck of light
In a valley of night

What will my life mean
Or will I be forgotten
Like an old dream
Am I just a pawn
Unable to see the waking dawn

Move me on the chessboard
A disposable piece
Bow down before the Lord
Because I mean the least

A smaller part
In a bigger plan
Break my heart
Reveal my hand

You get what you get
As society crumbles to dust
Wrenching, bit by bit
And no one passes muster

We think we know all the answers
We think we're guiding the way
Making a difference
Walking the distance
But our words hold no sway

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