I have questioned life many a time. I've even thought about suicide for several years of my short life. I've thought that it was very, very dear to me until recently. What could have happened recently to make me consider suicide again? Life got tough, which was about 6 or 10 months ago. Now when they say, "When the going gets tough, the tough get's going", I thought it could either be the tough running away, or the tough fighting it full throttle. So then I thought, "How would I get going?" as my father and mother always described me as tough.
Then I figured, suicide.
Now then, to further my point of suicide, if life is so sad, and happy parts are so few and far between, is life seriously worth it?
Now you could argue that there's a white-robed fairy in the sky that grants wishes, or an orange-robed fat man in the sky that you will become apart of, or any deity that you wish to beleive, but the fact is, that isn't there, and there is nothing after death. Even if yous trongly beleive in religion for some whatever reason, think as if there wasn't. You dont' have to beleive it, but hypothetically think that you'll just rot in the ground and there is no afterlife. If that's true, would you want to be alive in this cruel, harsh, and overly insensitive world where the only way we can communicate with each other in true honesty, is in the most dishonest ways? Through a screen?
I'm not looking for people saying "Well if you hate life so much just go kill yoruself!" or "Only god can help you now, child," or even "Life is worth it, don't kill yourself!".
I am looking for an ANSWER. So don't waste my time with bad answers that a school counselor could give me. Don't.
Life has many goals, practically your only achievement in life is to get the best out of it, have kids watch them grow, that is a goal for many. I had a discussion of this a night or so about this, life without humans is pointless, if you have all the living things that aren't human, that never think of anything, but where is the point in that? With humans, we destroy the Earth, sadly, but then again we are the only things that take the full potential out of it, your lucky to be a human. Hmm i have no idea what I'm talking about any more, respond to this so i can function again, I am frozen... =/
So long as you are capable you can contribute in a positive way to others. This in itself is a reason worth living.
One person can make huge changes to this world. Alive you can work toward fixing things that you see as bad in this world so they are better, not just for you but for everyone. But you can't do that dead.
