half life
living life through the fog of a half life
vague shapes muted sound visions of
day to day life
a love I long for to make my life whole
instead this half life neither here nor there
somewhere in between lies the love we share
like some lonely specter I reach out for the shining light that is you
but like a will o wisp your not there
try as I will I cant break through this dark cloud this half life spell
it clings and sticks to my soul like some spiders deadly web
struggling I fight with such might
gradually I weaken in half life's grip
I fall to my knees struggling to breath
your image before me across time and space
to little time to great a space
I search my soul for the key that will unlock the door
cutting ever deeper shall i cut away a little more
if I close my eyes and lay very still
I can almost hear your voice whispered in the darkness
and the faintest scent of perfumed hair delicately wafting on the air
a touch so gentle so hot on my skin
then I awake and try to hold on to the dream for a few seconds more
but the half life I live glazes my eyes over once more
faint echo's of I love you catch me holding my breath
trying to remember your touch
the smile on your face
trying to believe
that our love is true
so hard to see
so hard to be in half life
hell living with out you
dark
