I don't really. Not since I've gotten so busy. That Blue Jay thing a few pieces back was the latest, besides that stupid haiku. :<

You still fail, anyways.

I don't love you.
Like I did before.
Not like yesterday,
When it was all okay.
I cried so hard.
Trying to get you back,
But you don't wanna stay.
Not with me, anyway.
I'll never be the same,
Now that you are gone.
You just got up walked out.
Left me to guess what it is about.
After all this time,
You spent playing pretend.
I don't have the time to
Prepare my heart to defend.
I thought it was fine,
But apparently not.
Do you now how it feels,
To have your heart shot?
Your bullet of imitation,
Went through and through.
The last thought on my mind,
Will always be about you.
But my crazy thoughts,
Of you coming back.
It's not you,
But sense that I lack.
So no, I don't love you
Like I did before.
I was stupid to think that yesterday,
Everything was okay.

A heap of shattered glass and dust is all that remains.
A constant clash of minds is a harsh mental drain.
We hurt each other and ourselves at the same time.
Nothing we can do will fix this brutal crime.

A heap of shattered glass and dust is all that remains.
Nothing can fix this eternal heartfelt pain.

I always lied to you
And never felt bad
You kept coming back
And that made me so mad.
I never gave you a reason to love me
I always hated that you stayed
I wanted you to go
So I could be alone

I hurt you too much
The last time around
When I realized I loved you
And you couldn't forgive me
Because I broke your heart too many times before
You couldn't seem to find it in you
To let someone in
So I saw you shut your heart down
And store all emotions beneath the skin.
So this is a goodbye
To all of my family and friends
I just want all of this to end.

The mournful winter releases life
From its duty for a season,
Some view it as death,
But I view it as with a reason

Maybe I should look at my summer reading.... ehhh I haven't done summer reading since middle school so nah >8D Lesse... I could do Chinese and Laundry... maybe....

Maybe I'll go write out my own schedule, while I stick this here.

Instead of reaching conclusions
I find illusions
Things that aren't real
Misleading my mind
This wasn't the deal.
This isn't what I was supposed to find.

The dead body on the floor
This wasn't the condition upon which we swore
No one was supposed to get hurt
You weren't to kill anyone
How this situation I want to invert
You weren't a hired gun.

Innocent and harmless
Now because of your mistake we have to confess
You blew the whole mission
Don't blame me
You put us in this condition
How is this what I was to foresee?

Here is a tale
Of a fallen hero.
Thrown from his home,
Family and friends
He lays, crumpled on the ground.
The corner of a forgotten dead end.
He goes through his memories of his
False fame and glory.
The people that took the blame
So he could be a hero in his own story.
He caught the bad guys,
Convicted evil doers.
No one questioned the evidence.
No one thought to look
At what was inside
Of our Hero's little black book.
The lives of the 'evil'
Were honestly innocent
But they were played
As our Hero's instrument.
They took the fall,
So he could appear good.
Who would think to question
What no one else would?
Our Hero had a boy
A good natured son
Who would've thought
He would be the one?
To uncover the truths
About his father.
What was he thinking?
Why did he bother?
He saw the black book
And read of the lives
That were held inside.
The boy went to the papers,
And our Hero's fame reached it's end.
No one adored him,
Now that they knew what he did.
The boy rose to the occasion
As the first Hero fell.
He would not lie so that people would praise him,
He only promised this story to retell.

Sometimes the most unappealing roads lead to the best places~

Sometimes the most unappealing roads lead to the best places~

Until you are walking down the road and a bear jumps out and kills you.

Or he could give you a huge bear hug :D

Anyway. I'm here to rant. >:D

Two-faced people.

Are beyond immature.

There is this one person.... we were good friends. I went over to her house, we rode the same bus, and I got her a job. Summer time came around, and I got busy with everything, and we just kinda fell out of contact. A few days ago, I found out that she told my manager I was stealing from work. Me being me, I don't stand for that back-stabbing two faced junk. I confronted her on facebook ( she deleted me too, lol ) and it said "Mandi has deactevated her page. Please do not contact..."
I sent back "deactivated* you don't even know how to avoid me correctly" and then I got a message saying she was going to call the cops for harassing her. LOL. I'm friends with a lot of the officers out where we live, and a message on facebook won't hold water. So I said go for it. She then blocked me, even more lulzy. Anyways. I work with her this Friday, and I plan on making her straight up leave work unless she tells me what the crap happened.  And if that doesn't happen, she'll be the fourth kid who I've made leave school. Because I actually have friends, and I have plenty of connection that can.... get the job done. :D

And I just got a message saying her dad would be here to talk to my dad tomorrow... Wow. She's such a baby. Whatever, my parents don't interfere with little affairs like this. They'll tell off her dad, and criticize his parenting, and send him crying back home too :D Then they will tell me to leave the immature kid alone, because I don't have time to waste on squashing bugs.

Lol where does she think I got my *****yness from haha.

I suppose they are right. She has absolutely no future, besides becoming a prostitute or a minimum wage-slave for the rest of her life. No college will accept her (which is hilarious) and the only way she got her job was because of me, so I'll probably make her quit that. Mwaha.

I am soooo mean. But, I don't care. I haven't used my darker side in quite some time. This will be fun :D

/rant.

So, have any of you had encounters with annoying little brats lately? :D