@KatPryde Peanut butter goes well with honey, just make sure it's not TOO sweet.
I'm thinking about the small things I have in my life. I actually do this every time the sun is about to come up and forget it after. I keep thinking about things that I want, or things that displease me, but I don't think about things that make up for the worse things.
When I'm working I think how boring it is, when I talk to people I think of how cool they are, when I eat I think how tasteless everything is.
But you know, there are some nights when I don't sleep at all. Then I think about even when my job is boring it allows me to live and sometimes I learn new things from it. I think about when I envy people for them being interesting I remember that I'm interesting enough for them to talk to me. I think that when I say food is tasteless, I'm just not trying to enjoy it at all.
It's an endless loop but I'm not going to fix it, there's nothing to fix here.
Most of food is tasteless because it's too industrial, better food is the natural one, or the hand made you should try it
You're cool too ! All people can add to the balance you don't need to be like others just find your own way to go and enjoy it
About hard time sleeping I've experienced it sometimes too, thinking about how could the world be better, or just fall into my thoughts like watching a movie but in the head x'D
My better advice is Endure the worst and Enjoy the better at maximum, enjoy your present and don't mind the past or the future