just think of someway to die. it doesn't have to be suicide or slow just make it so bloody and disgusting that you wouldn't even want to look at a person who has died that way.
Probably, getting your back consistantly stabbed without you dying, the getting shot without the bullets kill you and then letting you hang on a rope tied to your hands and feet, and letting the crows eat you alive.
Over the course of several months, take out about a pint of your blood and refrigerate it, then once you have enough fill up a kiddy pool and drown yourself with it.
HEy, what is that going to us? OMG!!!! Its that monster from that horrible game on AG i've played yesterday!!! Oh no, dear monster, spear me!! i havent still completed "Dark Cut 3"! NOOOOOOOOO! *terrible screaming kinda: AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!*,*bone break*,*something falled on the ground*, *lots of lots of BLOOD* well maybe its not the bloodiest way to die,lol. hey, im writing pretty nice posts, dont u think?
getting crusified upsidedown like Peter, Jesus's disiple if you did not know he was killed that way, then just so you know, he didnt feel worthy to die the same way as Jesus
having your toes and fingers be squashed by one of those old mediviel torture devices while having necrotizing fasciitis (flesh eating disease) w/ anaerobic bacteria, it mainly attacks your abdomen trunk and genital area can be fatal in 12-24 hours