To have access to your thoughts, you need to know the content of your thoughts - what it is that you're thinking about.
If I may draw a parallel here, one doesn't need to have access to the content of his or her foot in order to have access to it. Because my thoughts are supposedly all physical states and therefore a part of me, why would my thoughts have special accessibility permissions? All I need to know to have access to my foot is my perception of its existence - there's a word for that, I think, knowing where all your body parts are at a given time - and because my thoughts are physical states causally related to the physical world, that means that I should be able to confirm their content the same way as I can confirm the existence of the bones in my feet - simply by feeling that my foot is there. It seems to me, at least, that physicalism is positing that our thoughts are physically a part of us, but we can't prove that they are. In this way, it seems to have a problem very similar to the main one with dualism - the supposed link between mind and body.
Another thing about physicalism is that it implies a fundamental separation between what we really think and what we believe. Beliefs are thoughts, and if we can only believe we think something, like physicalism says, it leads to an infinite chain. 'I believe I think this, but I only believe that I believe that I think this, and I only believe that I believe that I believe that I think this' etc. I really don't understand how one can consider something like that rational - it doesn't prevent infinite skepticism or uncertainty, it breeds it.
Onto the thought experiment . . . .
Let's say you're looking at a piece of paper that appears red to you. You form the belief that the piece of paper is red. You also believe that you're entertaining thoughts about a red piece of paper.
So far, I believe that I believe that I believe that I believe that I believe that I believe that the piece of paper is red. I believe I think I'm entertaining thoughts about a red piece of paper.
For internalists (like dualists) what makes your belief true that you are having a red experience is simply your experience. The problem with this view is that it's wide open to skepticism.
I can see that, the skepticism being motivated by the fact that since we only perceive things, we only perceive the experience, and therefore it may not validate itself perfectly.
For physicalism, what makes your belief true is the physical world around you and your relation to it. It's true because that's the way the world is.
. . . which is a lot closer than a stone's throw away from the internalist standpoint, except that they believe that the experience validates itself, whereas the physicalist believes that it's red because it is that way.
So, on the physicalist account, you're not thinking about a red piece of paper. Instead, you're thinking about a white piece of paper that is being illuminated by a red light. But you don't know this! You think that you're thinking about a red piece of paper.
. . . this is where sensory perception comes in. Our perspective shows it still as a red piece of paper - it doesn't matter that the object that sparked those thoughts isn't really red, because as far as we're concerned, it is. Even though it isn't the truth, that's what we see it as, so that's how we think of it. It isn't really that we don't know the contents of our thoughts, but simply that we misinterpret what we're thinking about, and our thoughts are affected accordingly. Our brain is not omniscient, and if our brain determines something as being red and not white, but illuminated as red, we're gonna think it's red. The content of our thoughts is what we make it to be, because we make our thoughts. By the same principle, we do know what the content of our thoughts is because we manufacture our thoughts ourselves.
The upshot here is that you don't have access to the content of your thoughts, like you would on internalist accounts.
And what I'm arguing now is that physicalism seems to think that our thoughts are omniscient and necessarily correct, but we misinterpret them and believe they are something they are not. This doesn't make any sense at all - our thoughts are a product of us, we make them, we control them, and because our brain forms thoughts out of outside stimuli, it is possible for the content of our thoughts to be accessible, but wrong.
Sorry if there're any typos. I have yet another sinus infection(three cheers for getting a CT scan appointment in the next few days)and so I'm not typing at my full speed or accuracy level.