I'm going to be quite honest and personal here with you folks. I want love. I've been denied it throughout secondary school, whether relationship wise, or acceptance besides my wide range of friends. I had a brief, 7 month period of love, but that isn't long enough to feel great about. It's now coming at me like an addiction, so I'm kinda edgy at this stage of the game.
I'm going to be quite honest and personal here with you folks. I want love. I've been denied it throughout secondary school, whether relationship wise, or acceptance besides my wide range of friends. I had a brief, 7 month period of love, but that isn't long enough to feel great about. It's now coming at me like an addiction, so I'm kinda edgy at this stage of the game.
I know what you mean. I had a period where i only had 1 friend (nobody else needed me) and that friend left me over and over for the popular people, so most of the time i was alone. My parents didn't knew, but i felt very lonely and wanted their love/attention so bad that i did weird things to get it.
The problem with wanting something badly is, when you finally get it, it's usually a disappointment. For a long time, I wanted Sim City Societies, but I couldn't get it because it was not yet out. When it finally came out, I got it, and I was quite disappointed with it. My expectations of it were too high, which is what led me to want it so badly.