Hey guys I want to start this thread because I sat down today and I thought. I just though about my whole life. What I have achieved and what I have earned. What I have done.
I was just thinking, holy cow, 16 years is a very long period of time. I just thought, all the bad stuff that has happened, but then again its masked by all the good. I thought so hard on this subject. I also thought about the future for me. I have gotten into body building, Its going great for me. I weigh 205 pounds, I have like 26% body fat(Yea haha i know im going to work on it over the summer). And then i said, WOW i have gotten a lot done. I remember when I was younger saying, I want to look buff and I cant wait till Im 18 and have a car! And wow its right around the corner for me. I have to think how to get my license, what car to get, where to work.
People just don't look at life because it speeds around us, we take it year by year and don't realize whats going on day by day! Man when i sat down today I took my life chapter by chapter and analyzed it, I was amazed by all th stuff I could have done differently to improve or change outcomes. Yea, I backed talked to my mom that one time, and yea it led to me moving to my fathers and starting life over again basically. and then i though, wow what if that wouldn't have happened...
Life man! I tell ya! Well if you took the time by reading all that garbage ^ and understood it, I was trying to tell you guys, take some time and sit down, breath, relax, and look back upon your life. Think about, and enjoy what your life has been. It could seem short but if you cut it up and analyze it, trust me, its ALOT of time. !
I'm surprised that for 20 years i made it quite good. I work for my father. I get paid 500$/hour for THAT Job , and i'm opening a new company in a week. And believe me , the sooner you start listening to you're parents, the sooner and better you're gonna make it in life. I remember ,when i was like 14 i was offered Marijuana for the first time by my best friend. That killed me. I had a lot of bumps in my life , but i survived all that and now i'm living a ,for me, Perfect life.All thanks to my parents.
hmmm... i usually think about life. past present future. my childhood was really nice and i really miss it. that is why i try having fun now in order to keep my childhood days (in my opinion your childhood depends on what you feel and not on your age). the present.... not so good. there are so many things id like to change and right now i am pretty sad with what my life is. my future is just a big ?????????. i have no idea what is going to happend and that annoying unknown future is also what makes my present sad. although the chance of making my future what i really want it to be is almost 0 i still have hope to have the future i want to have.
Wow, I've wasted a lot of my time on the computer.
Oh my god you dont even know, i thought about that also, I think half my life was video games, I would change that If i could.
the chance of making my future what i really want it to be is almost 0 i still have hope to have the future i want to have.
Anything is possible if you put your mind to it.
I don't really like myself. Other people love me, but I have done things I regret. Meh. I just supress it I guess.
Thats deep bro..Love yourself for who you are. Im sure nobody is 100% the same as you.
I had a lot of bumps in my life , but i survived all that and now i'm living a ,for me, Perfect life.All thanks to my parents.
I couldn't agree with you more brother, I hope everyone reads this. Ive learned from my parents, and if yall have kids, make sure you teach them what you learned. Thats what Im going to do man.
Believe me, every day when I'm trying to fall asleep, I think of everything I've wasted, everything that could've happened/change if I had done something, but...guess what? The next day, I follow the same routine, I make the same mistakes, and I forget about everything. And it pains me...
