Hey guys I want to start this thread because I sat down today and I thought. I just though about my whole life. What I have achieved and what I have earned. What I have done.
I was just thinking, holy cow, 16 years is a very long period of time. I just thought, all the bad stuff that has happened, but then again its masked by all the good. I thought so hard on this subject. I also thought about the future for me. I have gotten into body building, Its going great for me. I weigh 205 pounds, I have like 26% body fat(Yea haha i know im going to work on it over the summer). And then i said, WOW i have gotten a lot done. I remember when I was younger saying, I want to look buff and I cant wait till Im 18 and have a car! And wow its right around the corner for me. I have to think how to get my license, what car to get, where to work.
People just don't look at life because it speeds around us, we take it year by year and don't realize whats going on day by day! Man when i sat down today I took my life chapter by chapter and analyzed it, I was amazed by all th stuff I could have done differently to improve or change outcomes. Yea, I backed talked to my mom that one time, and yea it led to me moving to my fathers and starting life over again basically. and then i though, wow what if that wouldn't have happened...
Life man! I tell ya! Well if you took the time by reading all that garbage ^ and understood it, I was trying to tell you guys, take some time and sit down, breath, relax, and look back upon your life. Think about, and enjoy what your life has been. It could seem short but if you cut it up and analyze it, trust me, its ALOT of time. !
"look back on life and you will see it was great" or some rubish like that. Read the article if you really want to know how stupid things really are. But if your fine in your self-delusion by all means stay that way.
I look back on my life and notice how many chances that I have had for certain things and think about why I didn't take them. It sort of hurts me a little. But o'well. Life goes on. Only thing I can try to do is to live it to the fullest before I am gone.
I look back on my life and I see I made nothing important or different. Sometimes I could have left my family down or made the wrong things but that is a life. LIFE SUCKS. I wish death comes soon.
well i don't have much life to look back on but from what i can remember i was the most naive boy in the world. i f i could go back and change things i would. but since i can't i just try to make the rest of my life better for me and the people i care about.
