Hi. This is Moat. And this is where I would like to see people post some morbid poems, stories, etc. Although they don't have to, and I will be mainly the one posting here. First entry to my Morbid Literature Journal:
A very much more selfless, brighter, and, dare I say, more optimistic and therefore idiotic, view.
The Only Thing I Ask
I am on the test, the trial For my life, the danger is dire But, dear God The only thing I ask of You Is to keep others from the same fate Protect them from this amount of hate Save the others Please God the only thing I ask of You Save my friends and my mother From this horror My photographs, my memories Will have to help me through I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missin them again The hatred of others burns like fire Why do they hate me? I'm just a man But, dear God The only thing I ask of You Protect my family and friends And my strength, it will hold Through the dark and through the cold I'm hurting and I'm hated They hurt me with word and rod But, dear God The only thing I ask of You The others around me have lost hope But I pray to You And I remember the good times You have given me With my family and friends And I can pull through Because hurt is nothing new In this world And all I need to do Is pray again to You I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missin them again The hatred of others burns like fire Why do they hate me? I'm just a man But, dear God The only thing I ask of You Protect my family and friends And my strength, it will hold Through the dark and through the cold I am weak outside They have hurt my body and my mind For no reason other than I'm different I believe that the other prisoners went Well, I am still alive As long as I can, time after time Think about those I love Those left so far behind But I can't help but wish That I could be there again Back where I love to be There's nothing here for me On this road of life But I trust You, dear God And I pray to You, dear God The only thing I ask of You Save them this day I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missin them again The hatred of others burns like fire Why do they hate me? I'm just a man But, dear God The only thing I ask of You Protect my family and friends And my strength, it will hold Through the dark and through the cold There's no one here Noplace to go My overwhelming fear Oh, no no no But it's not for me It's for them I will believe they're safe Until the end And there may be horror There may be strife But if I lose them It'll be like a knife And to you I pray Dear God The only thing I ask of You Protect them on this darkest day When I'm not around When I'm much too far away I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missin them again The hatred of others burns like fire Why do they hate me? I'm just a man But, dear God The only thing I ask of You Protect my family and friends And my strength, it will hold Through the dark and through the cold Dear God You can take me Save them, protect them The only thing I ask Save the others from this fate Protect them all, upon this day
A much darker take on things; a poem with 1 stanza dedicated to a point of view, then moving on. Victim, murderer, family.
Darkness From Every View
Tick tock, my time is running out What am I doing here? What are they doing to me? They are evil, without a doubt And I must just say good bye to all those I hold dear I wanna be set free But the pain and suffering, I can't think through this All I want now, is a way through the pain, death so bliss
I might be insane I like causing pain I don't care about them I don't care about their end I don't care what lives they could've lived If I didn't kill them I just wanna kill and kill and kill again Cuz that's what always happens in the end Evil in this world Always has been Always will be And so I'll get off with my life Even though I caused death, misery, and strife
What have they done? The clouding pain They must be insane My poor poor friend My poor poor wife What a terrible way to end their life And yet they go away almost free And that is not near enough for me
What kind of band? The Viking kind that wears skull necklaces. Yeah, that's right. I heard in this metal documentary about this Viking band, the singer got in a motorcycle accident and pieces of his skull came off, and the rest of the band made necklaces out of the skull shards. That kind of band. I don't even like that kind of music, but that's judging from our lyrics. Whoa, can I be right? I think my sense of humor has returned.
Thirteen ways to kill me, It doesn't matter how you decree. Thirteen ways to wipe me off, It doesn't matter I'm aloft.
A copper bullet to the a head, Burst of fire to see me dead. It'll be quick just pull the trigger, My brains in orbit, eyes a last flicker.
A thick knife to my chest, Won't it simply be the best? Spurt of pale rose liquid, A scythe to cut off the weed.
A glass of gin laced with cyanide, Bittersweet drink for my iron side. It glides gracefully down my throat, Your eyes twinkle and mine gloat.
String me up with a course noose, Tighter so I won't run loose. I'm a puppet in the rafter's hands, Swinging ever so slightly like a fan.
Lock me in a room to starve, On my gravestone you can carve. I'll eat the sweet tasteless air, Join me please if you would care.
Or nail me to a wooden cross, But shine it first with a layer of gloss. A dozen nails should suffice, Lamb to the slaughter for sacrifice.
You can drown me in the deep blue sea, I'll see the bright fish and corals with glee. Bubbles issue from my open mouth, As my fingers stretch Down South.
Push me off the Grand Canyon, To see my skeleton alone and abandoned. I'll fly at an exhilarating speed, Now who would commit such a deed?
Run me over with your Cherry Chevy, You'll see my flattened face all merry. Sleeping eternally on the road, My bones crack, my body implodes.
Light me with the Roman candle, The wax on its silver handle. I'll burn bright for the entire World, Spark of crimson like a church mural.
Slit my outstretched wrists, Watch the droplets drip in bliss. I apologize I've stained your rug, Life fades away, pull the plug.
Choose a nice scenic meadow, Bury me alive don't forget the pillow. Pile the warm loamy dirt on, Cover me with leaves and fronds.
Or just flash that sweet killer smile, Matched not even by Cleopatra of the Nile. I'll have one hurried longing gaze, Before falling dead and amazed.
Uh...I really do think I'm turning dark and morbid. Not to fear! My humor is returning(though you won't find any in this poem).
I'm falling I can't hear you I can hear Death a-calling And I always knew That the human soul So dark and cold Would be capable of this But I never thought it'd be me, on the other end Me, waiting for the darkest bliss Me, falling,failing, screaming in pain Me, watching as blood drips like rain I can hear your screams They will haunt my dreams Follow me through the endless night Screaming, watching, endless fright This is the end For me, my friend But don't you cry I won't lie It hurts, it's sad, yes I know But the human soul has sunk so low I don't think it can go any farther Even a son would kill his own father And as the darkness closes in As we watch dying children, women, and men As we shut our ears and eyes to the screams in the night Do we ever think we'll be the next to experience this fright?
I am an instigator, So be my terminator. I wander a land of sanguine smiles, A place of familiar strangers.
Shake sense into your head, You won't know if they're real. Topple that dream castle of yours, Cause it'll only drive you insane.
Get back to sober reality, Don't push to the extremities, Dampen that withering spark, And it's back to Noahâs Ark.
You know it can't last for long, That it's only connected via a screen. So shut off the power line now, Or end up popping those damn pills.
Pull out before you go too deep, In every answer may lay a trap. We know that it will hurt, But just get back to reality.
Get back to sober reality, Don't push to the extremities, Dampen that withering spark, And it's back to Noah's Ark.
It's my escapade but it's a fantasy, High for a moment like ecstasy. Not worth the price I must pay, I'll not be here when it collapses.
A life like that ghetto man, Perhaps that was all it was meant to be. This will not do, it will not suffice, I'll resume the path more trodden on.
Get back to sober reality, Don't push to the extremities, Dampen that withering spark, And it's back to Noah's Ark.
Words are spaces between us, They echo in the empty white rooms. I see those grinning pictures, But for all I know they conceal the truth.
A spot of light floods the room, And pours over my world of pretend. In the back lanes you'll find me. The eyes ease open and it's dark again
Get back to sober reality, Don't push to the extremities, Dampen that withering spark, And it's back to Noah's Ark.
Perpetual game of hide and seek, Just that I'm the little grey mouse. Gaze through the hazy horizon, And come back to the world.
I'll try to be fine again, But you know it won't soothe the pain. One day too late too far, Just as well turn off all my shallow dreams.
Get back to sober reality, Don't push to the extremities, Dampen that withering spark, And it's back to Noah's Ark.
But how can I be sober, When I'm dying over here? The knife is in my hands, Yet I hesitate to make the cut.
Everything falls apart in this virtual realm, Even the people who never frown, Sink to their knees and breakdown, The sacrifice for the moments of rush.
In the memory you'll find me, Watching the Sun and Moon elope. But why should I care? My powers of persuasion are long dead.
So get back to sober reality, Don't push to the extremities, Young man perhaps you should stay, Yet I feel that lovely dream in me expire.
Yeah...wow, really morbid poem right here. Can we get any stories? Just to mix up the pot?
Life's Painkiller
Hey doc(doc doc) We all know I'm dying inside Nothing worked You tried it all Brompton cocktail Morphine It can't work on my heart It won't work on my soul Oh, this life is so cold Now, it's my life to give My right to die And is it really worth living In this kind of life? Now, my chest it burns so And my face just went numb I won't survive In this kind of world I refuse to hold on It's so cold(just so cold) I just wish it would end I just can't pretend I have any will to live No longer There's no painkiller For a hole in the heart I just can't live In a world so cold(so cold) There's only one cure You know what it is Please... My sins are forgiven My life is redeemed I'm headed for heaven I'm held in esteem In this world so cruel Is it truly so wrong To leave it behind? Not in my mind I'm just not that strong I can't survive in this world This world, it's true hell Now, I hear the twelfth bell It's not such a crime It's simply my time I will leave this life behind I just wish it would end I just can't pretend I have any will to live No longer There's no painkiller For a hole in the heart I just can't live In a world so cold(so cold) Oh this world so cruel I need no more fuel No more inspiration for this The end is in sight The end of this life The entrance to a better world Now, I can see the light Here to save me from this fright Thank you doctor You've set me free
In case you're wondering, no I don't write this quickly. I am just digging up past written works that I deem morbid enough to be featured here.
Martyr(Nobody Will Miss You)
When you're low on hope, think of the sun There will be peace in the end, when You Are Done Lay your pathetic life to rest And please remember, it's for the best You will be our new hope Free our bonds, and cut the rope Give yourself up to our creed. Save us, from the world's greed Hey there bud, now don't you cry We'll still love you even after you die (chorus)Oh, you're a martyr Your death is gonna save this Earth Yeah, you're a sacrifice, that's what you're gonna do But can ya follow through? Hey there friend, I know you're feelin kinda down On your face there is a permanent frown Now this time around, I won't lie Nobody's gonna miss ya after you die! You're gonna save some young kid's life From the horror, of poverty and strife You're gonna rescue the old man who Just got cancer, how he'll thank you You're gonna set all of us free Everybody, yes that includes me You're gonna save the soldiers out there today You can do it, so hey hey hey! Oh you're a martyr Your death is gonna save this Earth Yeah, you're a sacrifice, that's what you're gonna do But can ya follow through? Now your life, it wasn't the best Now, we can joke and we can jest But, really it is true Nobody's gonna miss you! So just do it (do it do it)
Burning, now I bring you hell Leave me tonight When the warnings said Left a shudder upon you They were not lies Look into my eyes Soul of the night You can hide all your fright But for the soul of the night When a misleading "friend" Mark a horror upon my Ghost of a life! I can't condone the way you Led me through the path into heaven To leave me behind in hell Free me tonight Lest the animal caged loose its fury upon you No one can stay behind Save me From wreaking my revenge Free me From the burning of my soul More chilling Than I could ever know Trapped in the moment And I just can't stop You indulging your bloodlust So why shouldn't I? No, I can't control the venom's flow Corrupting my soul Now I'm losing my balance So get back from me, demon Or be exorcised! You gave me redemption You gave me repentance You gave me contrition You gave me compassion But you were lying You lifted me up the path, into heaven You left me behind, burning in hell No one can stay behind Just can't get 'round How you led me to heaven To leave me behind No one can stay behind You control all your fright But for the soul of the night I just can't comprehend Why you would do this to me?
No one can stay behind You have hidden your fright But for the soul of the night You led me into heaven Just to leave me behind! Why would you leave me behind? How could your soul take the guilt? What did I do to you? I stopped your venom's flow So you gave it to me. Hahahahaha
Can't you see? I just wanna be me Can't you leave me alone Cuz I can't just change myself It is my life, my flesh and bone! Not yours to burn! Can't we just smile And live for a lil while Without the fear and pain But we can't go back Cuz all that we lack Is the ability to remain Without the screams That haunt our dreams I hear the screams within the night I lock the doors, and turn away To all my growing fright And so life goes every day Can't we just smile And live for a lil while Without the fear and pain But we can't go back Cuz all that we lack Is the ability to remain! Without the screams That haunt our dreams Oh no! I won't live this life Turnin away from others' strife Hearing their screams But living their dreams And ignoring their pleas for help Cuz if I hear them If I adhere to them Then I'll be goin to hell! Can't we just smile And live for a lil while Without the fear and pain But we can't go back Cuz all that we lack Is the ability to remain! Without the screams That haunt our dreams Why won't you hear our screams! Why can you live our dreams? Why do we rot in an awful place? While you're living like a wonder child? We just wanna live for a while It's not fair It's not fair For you to be over there! Can't we just smile And live for a lil while Without the fear and pain But we can't go back Cuz all that we lack Is the ability to remain! Without the screams That haunt our dreams I don't wanna hear your screams! I don't wanna be living In your life and dreams! With your pain and screams! They echo in my ears! And I hear all my fears! But I turn away! I turn away! I break away! I break away! And I just don't wanna hear it Anymore...
