I think that if you've never experienced that you wanted dead, that you can't talk about this.. people will never understand it, only the ones who wanted to die understand it i think
it's just that life isn't as good for anyone as it is for some guys
If you feel pain and can't get out of it for the rest of your life, wouldn't you rather be dead? It's like this, think of having such a severe pain in your right arm, wouldn't you rather get it amputated instead of it constantly being in agony?
You may never have a higher moment in your life than if you conquer despair. Handling pain as putting your self as superior to many things, that you are god to it. Emotional pain can be far worse than physical, cold rejection and nihilism i have encountered, seeing life as without a meaning, i have yet to find one.
also, i don't really call my self human anymore...
Why don't you call yourself a human anymore? Because there are weird humans who like it to rape or murder someone?
Emotional pain can be far worse than physical,
That's true, physical pain can be helped by painkillers, but emotional pain is so much worse.. Most people make physical pain to forget the emotional (if you know what i mean).
The biggest problem is that with most people you can't see what they're thinking and they can look very sunny and joyful from the outside but feel so lonely and cold from the inside..
The problem is, suicide will hurt other people, like the victim's friend, relatives, and many others.
That's also true.. But sometimes you also hurt other people when you are alive, or sometimes people think that and it isn't true. For example you have to be helped 24/7 and you think you are a pain in the *ss for anyone so you commit suicide, but it appairs that no one saw you like that.. It's just the feeling that you had. I hope you still get what i'm saying:P
Ofcourse, there are always people who will miss you, but when you are so down, so depressed that you want to commit suicide, you really don't see that. Some people are scared for the dead, some see it as "now i can finally rest and find the peace that i needed"...
Unforunately, there will always be suicide in life.
Screw your Gods and your sins. If A person wants to end their life then so be it - it isn't like this life has any meaning and nor are there any personal consequences in ending it. As long as you don't decide to take as many people as possible with you then what you do behind closed doors is your own damned business.
