Bugs? Spiders? Snakes? Flying? Losing? Certain colors? Heights? Crowds? Your pants falling down in public? Death? Fear itself? What are you afraid of and why?
I've almost drowned twice, almost been hit by a car, so it wouldn't be those. I'm not exactly sure. I guess it would be how my future will be like. When I say my future I mean how people will think about me. My self esteme is low and I'm often worried on how others view me. Not that I let it rule my life I just want to make sure they're happy.
I fear two things. Death by lack of air (suffocation; drowning) and Dead Things.
Seriously. I am a 16-year old well-built wrestler Satanist, but the sight of a dead mouse makes me whimper and cry like a little girl. I'm cool with dead insects though. Maybe its because dead "Mammals" at least fall into the uncanny valley, but whatever. They scare me. This is why I root for the villains in those Disney-knock off films with the cute woodland creatures, make them dead there so they can't die in my house!
The thing that scares me more than anything else in the world is whales. What the f*** am I going to do when I'm happily swimming in the ocean and a 100ft 200 ton whale is swimming around behind me? Sure, he's probably not going to try to hurt me in anyway, but how scary would that be to have a live animal that big swimming next to you???
I have got many fears.Sickness,death,losing someone.Being left alone. But a fear i got and i have to deal with it almost once a week is the sleeping paralysis im suffering from.It's not big deal,its caused by anxiety as much as i know.But the moment it happens its so scary and i can't move my limbs,talk or even breathe properly that everytime this happens to me i think im going to die :P
when im in the mall reading a sign and every one leaves me and yea i look stupid and im scared causes whered every one go and yea i cant drive i got no money so i dont no how to get home by walking
I'm afraid of the death of my parents and family. Also death of friends. I'm not as scared of my own death. And suffocation should be a real threat since I have asthma and have gone to the emergncy room often for my asthma. But after a certain number of times it gets less scary. So the thought of it isn't as frighting. I can even stay calm and get through minor asthma attacks without an inhaler.
